Dizzy dozzy Pam whose brain is always in 5th gear (they think I have ADH) and am always spontaneously transparent yet when talking with Antony he was like a soothing balm and without intention naturaly slowed me down. He was brill to talk to. I am glad of his courage contacting his aunty Pam. Oh gosh for a split second that feeling of "I am supposed to be sensible" hovered over me because of the words aunty Pam but hey being sensible isnt my gift. Antony was a gift to me I could just be me and it was fine with him. Pam