Dizzy dozzy Pam whose brain is always in 5th gear (they think I have ADH) and am always spontaneously transparent yet when talking with Antony he was like a soothing balm and without intention naturaly slowed me down. He was brill to talk to. I am glad of his courage contacting his aunty Pam. Oh gosh for a split second that feeling of "I am supposed to be sensible" hovered over me because of the words aunty Pam but hey being sensible isnt my gift. Antony was a gift to me I could just be me and it was fine with him. Pam

Ant, Still feels like a bed dream receiving the call from Joey 😢💔. Who is going to give me the delightful welcoming I have been slighted with for so many years, whether it’s being shouting down the stairs or face to face!! 💙 I will always treasure the random conversations we had when I was round yours (most of the time it was giving me grief or taking the mick out of me, your bitch bag.) I will never forget the day you asked me if I would celebrate your 40th with you😘and the rest of the gang, I can’t tell you how much that meant to me. You are family to me and will always be in my thoughts. Please make sure you look after everyone up there and not causing too much trouble, I promise we will look out for your mum and Joey down here for you 😘 Sleep tight Ant aka shit head, lots of love from your bitch bag who will be wearing your Chelsea shirt with pride today💙 for ONE day ONLY Xxx 💔😘

Antony you were such a gentle soul who would do anything for anyone and you had such a loving heart you will be greatly missed by lots but especially your family rip 💙💙💙